I am super high on Percoset right now, I took my last two tonight. I think I will need a refill. I hadn’t taken any in a couple weeks, but I finally gave in and finished the bottle. Healing pain has been excruciating the past few days. It takes eight weeks, supposedly, and it has now been four.

I guess what this is is all the scar tissue around my liver, just stabbing away at me. It sucks. It reminds me too much of what this was like before the surgery.

Anyway Percoset really does the trick, while giving me a dreamy sleepiness that is nice for a quiet evening at home watching Olympics sorta.

Tonight I talked to Brian about all the stuff I remember from right after surgery. It seemed like only 10 or 20 minutes from waking up to leaving the hospital, but it was more like two hours. It felt very much like a dream to me. I don’t remember the nurses’ faces, or what the recovery room looked like. I felt like my eyes were closed half the time. I remember that I was so glad to have my husband there, because I felt so helpless.

alright goodnight now.