A quick update, then I feed miss Freya…

Simon isn’t doing *that* much better, but after a visit to the vet today where he was given IV fluids and a blood pressure check, he came home and actually ate a little and drank water on his own. Prior to this Brian had resorted to shooting food into his mouth with a syringe. He can’t take his medicine on an empty stomach.

Aside from that, he is still sitting alone in the nursery under a rocking chair all day. And we still have no diagnosis. Could be a brain tumor. But there’s no point in even checking for that because we can’t pay for the surgery or treatment for cat cancer. Just can’t. We’ve already pretty much canceled christmas because of the vet bills. I feel very guilty. Can’t even do cards. Sorry all my friends and family, you get nothing this year! Except of course my continued love and friendship…

Every house on our street is decorated with lights. I like xmas decorations and a nice festive cozy holiday house. It’s fun. But this year it’s just too much. No time, no energy, no money.

The weather is awful today. A thick canopy of dark clouds blotting out the light, and a cold hard rain. Dreadful.

I am so tired of feeling sad and stressed out. Truly the only spots of happiness I am feeling these days are either from my husband, or when I am holding/playing with/caring for my baby. She’s the best. She has fat little arms and legs now, and a chubby tummy. A big improvement from when she was a skinny little newborn and not gaining weight.