Sometimes I fear that Freya sees me as “boring old mommy”. She lights up with smiles when she sees Brian. I’m the milk lady, daddy is Fun Daddy! We spend every minute of the day together, there’s no novelty. I get sad and oversensitive when he’s holding her and she looks at me, poker faced. Oh, it’s *you*
I know, nuts. We do spend a lot of time together. I try to make it fun with stories, songs, dancing, play, etc. But Daddy’s so special!
She has to love me, right? But she’s daddy’s girl…
Edit: OMG am I seriously projecting my stupid rejection baggage onto my little baby? Stop it, Jane!