It was nice to have a day without tv. Though I still felt quite a bit of anxiety having to entertain the girls most of the day away from home while the painters worked. But it will be nice to try again with a normal day and a house that is tidy and put together.

We went out for lunch then the library then the grocery store. By the end of it, Freya was That Kid, the one laying on the floor in the store. Which she has never done before, so I knew the day was too much for her.

The chest pangs are still happening, acupuncture tomorrow. I had a chest x ray yesterday which I hope will show nothing out of the ordinary. I just have no idea anymore. I passed all the cardiology tests. I’m so tired of doctors.

Well tonight I look forward to a nice bubble bath and listening to the radio. Alone.